Athena 2monthes old
my little girl is now 2 months old she smiles,laughs,and smirks all on her own,she sleeps 4to5 hours a night which is good for me i now don't feel the need to sleep till noon or every time she naps my original plan was to go back to work after 4th of July but i have decided to hold off till middle of august. truthfully i would rather wait till she is a year old to go back to work so that i don't miss any of her first,her first roll over,first crawl,first steps,first word all the first. I wish i could find a job that would allow me to stay home with her for a few years shes my first child and at this point she is my only child i don't know yet if god has it in my life to have another child and if for some reason she is my only child i never want to look back on her life and regret not being around for the first major part of her life, Athena will celebrate alot of things this year her first Easter,mothers day,fathers day,4th of July, and even her first protest,and so on, and so on.i know the way its looking i will have to go back to work a job that is in no way as close as rewarding as raising my daughter but i will do what ever it takes to provide for my daughter and to make sure that she never wants for anything a child should have,such as toys,clothes,education,and love. I may stumble along the way but i will learn from whatever mistakes i make and make sure i don't repeat them.i may have chosen a path more difficult then my family would have wanted for me i don't regret it at all i have all i could have ever dreamed of a husband who loves me no matter what and a beautiful daughter .
Athena is now 2 and a half months old she smiles all the time if put on her stomach she rolls over and has even started sleeping through most of the night only waking up 2 times a night max shes eating more and more at a time and is a whopping 11lbs at least .i have finally gotten her to start sleeping in other places other then her swing she is even sleeping in her crib as we speak hopefully it will continue even though every time i have her sleeping in her crib i find it is me that doesn't sleep and i constantly check on her my biggest fear is of course sids so for the first 2 years of her life i will find my self listening for her breaths, and watching her stomach rise and descend ,even messing with her lips till she moves them. i know to most people it is silly but i am a first time mom so i will be as silly as i want .so many things are going on in the next few months we are moving to a bigger house we have yet to decide if we want to buy a mobile home or rent another home either way it will need to be at least a 2 bedroom home i love my daughter to death but sharing a room with her is becoming quite cramped im sure i have stubbed my toes and slammed my hip into the bed post at least a dozen times .i dont know what the next couple months hold for my family but we will take it head on .
