if i make it to 39 weeks

im at 36 weeks as of Friday and im hoping that Athena decides any day now to grace us with her presence so that i may once again breathe with out contorting my body 180  degrees one way or the other lol and so that i can walk around for more the 30 minutes with out wondering  " when did my feel start looking like puffer fish" but in the off chance that i make it to 39 weeks i will be induced so during the week of April 8th i will be induced if i haven't had Athena. i hope that i have my wonderful little girl before that  because besides the fact that i would like to breath again i keep seeing all my friends who just had their baby's and i have to admit i am impatient and want to hold,cuddle,and post pictures of my little girl . so Athena when you are ready which i hope is sooner rather then later so is mommy,and daddy.

im ready why are you taking so long

my dear Athena im very ready for you to arrive and not just because its hard to move and breath i cant wait to hold you kiss you and show you all of what this world has to offer .what i want you to know is that you are coming into a world that is not always fair or nice but that you are also coming into a family that planned you and waited what seemed like forever for your arrival,a family that even though they had different values came together to show you love before you ever arrived .i cant wait for you to get here and neither can your father but if we must wait we will because you are a gift worth waiting for .

only 7 weeks to go

so with a little less then 2 months i can honestly say im beyond ready for Athena  to be here my feet are swollen as well as hand and fingers but as i get closer to my due date and slowly learn how to deal with the pregnancy diabetes i can say that i will cherish my little girl more then i ever thought i could the last couple months have been stressful to say the least and with the support of my family friends and of course my future husband i am confident i will make it to the end with most of sanity.the doctors say i have 7 weeks left but i know the likely hood of them taking her early increases if i cant get my blood sugar under control and although im very ready to meet her i will do my best to keep her inside me till shes ready and well enough to brave this crazy world .