so big so fast

my little girl dosnt seem so little anymore shes almost walking shes "talking" shes scowling  which is very funny to see every day she amazes me with something new sticking her tongue out  learning how to throw a temper tantrum sticking out her lower lip and looking at you hoping that you will save her from getting in trouble for doing something she knows she shouldn't do

 like playing with cords lol even though its so much fun lol she sleeps like i do she will fall asleep laying on her back but 30 minutes later will be on the other side of the bed turned around in direction and on her stomach .

she pushes my buttons but has taught me so much patience shes made me realize i will do anything to make sure she has whats she needs and wants toys that make to much noise and sippy cups that are pink and girly clothes that she wont fit into for 6 monthes but are so cute you cant pass them up ,i may not be perfect but i know i am a good mom because i have always done what i had to to make sure she is happy and taken care of 

1 year and counting

shes one year old its hard to say that and not be amazed and shocked some people who knew me way back when wouldnt think that at 22 i would be a mom of a 1 year old but i am i am a mom a wife and a happy person we have our hard times but you never get to the good part without going through some bad and i can honestly say my daughter has changed me so much and for the better before going to work was needed but optional once i had her it was a basic need i need to work to provide for her and losing my job sent me into a panic while i have continued to look for a job i am also enjoying having time to spend with her yes she still goes to daycare but i continue that because its something she is used to and it allows her to play with other kids and get used to being around other kids and smaller kids  there are days when i keep her home with me just because but i know that no madder what i will do what ever it takes to provide for my daughter even if it was illegal but on to the new everyone cares about athena she almost walking shes taking her time just cause she know everyone wants her to walk she has that attitude ill do it on my own time gee i wonder where she got that from lol any way she crawls at nascar speed she babbles and has conversations not that i know what shes saying but i talk back shes now on regular milk shes the perfect height and weight ratio, she willtolerate shoes for the most part shes starting to look more

 like her daddy and not just like me she has amazing people around her that keep her happy all the time shes got 5 teeth working on number 6 and she finally about a month and a half ago stop taking bottles cold turkey go figure i find the one sippy cup my child will use is from the dollar store for 2 bucks and while i found another one she will use she is one picky kid it has to be soft tip sippy cups only lol but shes growing every day she so much like me and her father she talks in her sleep like tony and can keep her self intertained like me shes amazing and puts a smile on my face every day even when iv had the worst days she makes it better just by smiling at me i cant wait to spend my life rasing her 

every day is new

my baby girl is 10 months old shes crawling trying to walk and doing so many other new things every day its amazing so many things have happened since i last wrote we have finally moved into a place that is big enough for our family and while we do eventually plan to have another child i am enjoying my time with my little angel who is so much like both me and tony its unreal she has morphed into a perfect mix of both of us ,she bubbly and always smiling even when she is sick she still laughs and plays like nothing is wrong heck half the time the only way i know shes sick is she wants to cuddle and be held lol, though she is starting this phase  where she has to see you or she has a fit and its only getting worse shes an attention hog but i cant say im completely surprised because she is an only child and also her top teeth are are trying to break through so its making for an interesting days and nights but its ok shes worth it