Wednesday, May 2, 2012

almost 1 month later


my daughter is almost one month old she 9lbs and has the most amazing blue eyes she has my nose mycheeks and my naturally dark hair,but she also has her fathers amazing blue eyes the shape of his ears his lips and his cocky smile that says "dont you wish you knew what i was thinking" she sleeps through most of the day wakes only when shes hungry or when she feels like gracing you with her presence,she smiles at just the right time ,like when its 3am and all i want to do is sleep but she has other ideas,or when daddy has had a bad/long day at work and its at those moments that i realize that the 60lbs i gained,the swollen feet i had,the multiple daily shots of insulin i had to give my self ,and the tearing i received which then lead to surgery was all completely worth it although i do wish the doctors had known how big she was and given me a c-section i know that i truly appreciate my daughter more knowing that i went through so much to have her and be healthy at the same time.i truly feel blessed that i was given this amazing family and the chance to be happy and give my love to my daughter and husband as i have said many times before i may have done things backwards but i wouldn't change it for anything i feel more loved then i could have ever did hope for 

1 comment:

  1. Its funny that you can already tell who she looks like. I still look at Ethan and can't tell. I just see Ethan. I wish I could see one of us, but Ethan is all I need.

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